he was caring
he was nice
he was like entire heart
long hair, shy smile
and big warm eyes
he was worried
he has flat warm chest
and strong legs
he was older
for me thats fine
i will save those filing
i lack through the day
i will save it warm
i can't feel in daylight
but even in a dream
won't let myself
to fall into that trap again
*Just for a second i let our forehead touch, i can feel his calm breath, his warm, he let me be, let be the moment. Never kiss, only this, keeping me safe. Even with closed eyes he look at ME. i am thriving with his embrace, when he ask about what i really care. Make me feel special, make me feel want. i have an iressistible impression, in the matter of time it will trap me, like before. But this and now i want what i feel being next to him*
